Mammoth Swoons

when an artist wants to show you their art

or a writer wants you to read what they’ve written

it’s quite often an expression of trust

because a poem or a story or a painting are often things that come from the heart

little pieces of the artists themselves

and if they’re willing to share it with you

you should appreciate it

(via cumbersmithscommunity)

cryingvagina:

i am byesexual

everyone i love leaves me

(via maryantionette)

This is actually one of the happiest moments in my entire life. I know they say don’t let a man (or any person for that matter) be the only reason you smile, or whatever. I guess I was just happy someone actually wanted me around. And for a while everything was perfect. He was the first guy that didn’t just want to have sex with me, we actually talked, a lot. About everything and nothing at all.

So where did we go wrong?
I’ve asked myself that a lot in the past couple of weeks. I’ve gone through so many stages from crying myself to sleep because I thought God was punishing me, to hating you for not talking to me. It’s the worst, you know, when you assume everyone is going to leave you, and when they finally do they don’t even say goodbye. And then I started to hate myself for hating you. It’s not your fault, you have no idea what you’ve done to me.
I’m sure it’s my fault. Maybe I should have stuck to my plan and kept my legs closed. But I don’t regret sleeping with you. It’s what I wanted and if I could go back in time I’d probably do it again.That’s not why I want to apologize. I knew, even before we slept together it was all going so fast. Yes at that moment in the picture I was happy, I was happy with you and with where we were. But then the days after that and up until the end of the semester I lost control. I shouldn’t have tried to push you into making whatever it was we were doing ‘official’. who cares if my facebook status gets changed from single to in a relationship? I did, at the time, because I thought that’s what I wanted. And yeah, it would be nice to finally say “I have a boyfriend”, after wanting just that for twenty one years. But now I realize it’s more than that. I don’t want the status change, I just want you.

And I want to tell you that. I want to apologize for not realizing it sooner, and I hope that when you come back, it won’t be too late.

I wish you’d talk to me so I can tell you this in person. August can’t come fast enough ):

culturalepidemic:

Have you ever realized we spend our whole lives preparing for the future? in gradeschool they prepare you for high school, high school is spent preparing for college, college is for your career, which is spent securing yourself financially for a stable retirement. When I’m old and gross, I want to look back on something better than preparing for the moment when I have nothing else to prepare for.

(via beautifulbravura)

Dear almost every frat guy ever

adventuresinfratland:

Or even just every guy ever. Uhhg.

[Flash 9 is required to listen to audio.]

Went from cities to touch the suburbs
On the highway, but I’m barefoot
I need a map but not the destination
Need a compass but not a conversation

I want to run far from this grey town
You’re on every street, marked on the ground
Not the meant and not the paint
Want the price but not the raise

I want the jump but not the height
Let me fall but catch me mid flight
I swam with sharks and beasts of the sea
Only went down for the company
Went down for the company

I forgot to mention:
That you would come back home when I call
Left no sign, nothing at all
Sorry you won’t fit inside my heart
I wanted love without the build up

I need the rules but not the regulations
Want the wisdom but not the information
Need the light but not the heat of the day
Need your hands to show me how to pray

I lost the plot underneath the fire
Of all the dots and lines that took me higher
Away from traffic and smiles of tire
I like the nights but not the tangled wires

Need the pulse to feel alive
All the world’s just made it seem all quiet
This has all become far too loud
I like you more when you don’t make a sound

You will come back home when I call
Left no sign, nothing at all
Sorry you won’t fit inside my heart
Won’t you come light the way and wash this away

I wanted love without the build up

(Source: tumbledowntower)

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